Post-transplant recovery is extremely slow. I am on so many vitamins, still taking antibiotics, drinking vast amounts of water. Eating only certain foods to promote healing. Doing exercises to help strengthen muscles. I am attempting to stay away from drama and stressful situations.
I am working on my mental status. Getting a therapist and starting physical therapy. I bought an exercise bike, as well as the therapy tools that I remember using many years ago.
But the thing seems to resound and linger, the fact that I need help, still.
I want so badly to cut the grass in our yard. Trim the bushes that line the driveway. I would really like to tame the ivy in the backyard that is so overgrown on the swing on the patio. We have all of the tools here, but I am not there physically there yet.
I literally had a panic attack because I felt stuck and got stir crazy from being in this house for so long.
Patience and resilience.
Breathe in.
Breathe out.
Get out of bed.
Stand up and walk around.
Repeat.
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